Blogging With A Dinosaur

I feel really sick. I have a stomach ache (I don’t know if it is from my lactose intolerance or something else of unknown origin), I have been getting on and off headaches, my hands/feet/legs/ and other various parts of my body have been aching, and one side of my jaw hurts when I open it really wide or moving it to the sides too much.

I have also been having the sudden urges to cry. And it’s at random points. Like I wanted to cry in the middle of my Algebra End of Course Exam, in science, during dress rehearsals (twice), and now I really want to cry.

I just want my mom and sister to be home. I think that is what is causing me to feel sick and cry-ie.

Well I am going to go. I promise I will start blogging more on all three of my blogs!

    By the end of this blog post, some of you will think I am a cry-baby, others might feel sorry, and some might just not care. But I don’t care. All I care about is that you please don’t put any hate in the comment section (if there is one) or my ask box. 

    So today I woke up and I just felt like I could not handle the day. I felt sick, I didn’t want to deal with the bulls*** in drama (since our director is out and even though i am stage manager, nobody fricken listens to me), and my mom was leaving for Syracuse so she could drive with my sister back down to Florida. Now, you can say I am really… attached to my mom or that I really love her. But the point is, I defiantly cried when she pulled out of the driveway. Its like, I know everything is going to be fine, but I still feel sad whenever she leaves on a trip somewhere. 

   So while laying on the couch all day today, feeling like shit, I watched tv. And I felt so happy. You wanna know what was on? Well first it was Doctor Who (The Hungry Earth), then some old Family Feud episodes, and then Match Game. But that isn’t the best part. OH NO! Does anybody remember the old kids show Stanley? If you watched kids shows in 2003, you might know of it. But it was one of my favorite shows as a kid. 

   So tomorrow I have my Algebra 1 End of Course Exams. I am not excited. It starts at 9AM (Drea don’t do mornings!!!) and goes until around noon or whenever you finish. Its basically a test on everything we have learned over this whole school year. If we don’t pass, we basically have to go to summer school. I don’t know if I can take the class again in High School (which would be a lot easier!). So I just… BLAH!

   Also tomorrow, I have dress rehearsals from 2PM - 6PM… We had to cancel our monday and tuesday performances. So now we have thursday performances (day and night), Friday performances (day and night), next monday (day), and next tuesday (day)… FUN! I am so done with this show and this cast. Nobody f***ing listens to me backstage (did I mention that I was Backstage Manager?!?), and it just…. UGH!!! 

    I just can’t wait for this week to be over and done with. I just want it to be friday afternoon. So I would be getting ready for the night performance at home (Hair, Make-up, Costume, etc.) and then performing, and having my Mom and my sister-best friend see me, and then going home after and watching a movie with my sister and falling asleep on the couch and just… Ugh! Why can’t time go f***ing faster?!?

I feel like shit, have had a horrible day, the deal with my mom (last post), and now my dad is in on it too. I want to cry. I feel like I am going to puke or faint. And after school, I do NOT want to deal with anything else!

God damn it! Just when I think my mom actually fucking gives a damn about me. I had tutoring today for my algebra end of course exam on wed. , but I am not feeling good at all. So I told her and she said, “5 minutes!” and then when I didn’t come out she just left saying “Fine. Fail! See if I care!”
Its like… Thanks bitch! I already told you I am not feeling well and I have had a shitty day! THANKS FOR MAKING IT WORSE!

Anonymous asked: are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?

Um… Not really. I haven’t heard anything about it. But maybe if i am in the mood i might. (:

Friday (4/13/12) - After school I didn’t do much.

Saturday (4/14/12) -
I had a rough morning. Woke up at 6:30AM for no reason. But I couldn’t fall asleep again. I got to my auditions 5 minutes before my appointment, only to find out that they were running kinda late. My appointment as at 9:45AM, and I didn’t get into the room until around 10:15 - 10:30.

Had Starbucks afterwards because I didn’t have breakfast ahead of time.

When I go home, I took a shower and got ready to go to the DPHS 7th Annual Gala. Wore my nice black dress and heels, looked and felt beautiful when I walked into the convention center and a random girl came up to me and commented on my bag and said I looked really pretty. (: I didn’t get home until around 11:15PM.

So I was up for about 17 hours without a nap or anything… Score!

Sunday (4/15/12) -
Slept in until around 1:30 in the afternoon to my cat being all “lovey-dovey”. (:

Woke up to find myself home alone because my family was touring my sister’s future college.

So I had a chocolate chip English muffin to hold me until my family came home with Arby’s.

Meghan came over at around 3:25 and hung out and played video games until around 6.

The rest of the day was just relaxing. Ate, skyped with my sister, did my nails, and now I am going to go to sleep.

Tomorrow (4/16/12) -
This next week is FCAT testing week. I think tomorrow and Tuesday are the reading tests. Wednesday is both math tests. And then Thursday is the science test(s). Friday is makeup testing I think. (: I am so not wanting to do these pointless and idiotic tests. It’s a waste of time that is supposed to judge us on what we know. But we still haven’t learned some things that they are going to ask about on the tests yet. And we won’t learn them until AFTER the tests. It’s so stupid that they aren’t at the END of the year.

Well I am going to try to sleep soon. Goodnight my lovelies!

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